dont ask.
im telling.

i cried while doing the paper. feel so sick when ur mind is blank and ure forcing yourself to write but nth came out. i feel so uncomfortable. looking at everyone rushing for something to write. ive totally nth in my mind. not a single word. all i wanted to do is to cry.

i know its stupid. i feel better letting out later in the toilet. heehee.
sry girls if i ignored anyone of u.

and mum kept asking how was it, how was it once i got home. shouted at her telling her not to ask anymore. but she kept asking. sorry mummy. she didnt blame me for doing badly. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF.

ive one week to prepare. ONE WEEK. and thats why i went for my ss paper. i fucking flunk it now. i even threw a dice ytd infront of guanying ma. and it showed me treaty treaty treaty. THREE TIMES. why cant i fucking believe her?

LIKE WHY? i thought i would be happily doing this paper. but no.

after paper, jen asked me where i wanted to go.
"roof top. i wanna jump down frm the building."
its like i heard cheer frm everyone like,
" WEEE!! last paper!! WHOOHHOOO!"

so?
i'll prove myself wrong. very soon.
i want to turn back the time.
i can imagine what is my reaction when my results are out. shoulder please.

now watch this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4i4Gwl_Ns0
watch it.